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Saturday, March 12, 2011

1st Day back in the Big Apple!

Flight this morning was VERY EARLY but oh well.....
I was reading my book i was assigned in Psychology & it is so interesting. I have like over 20 little post its sticking out from it everywhere with good lessons on life & why some people are the way they are. Right now im on the LOVE section and it is beyond interesting.

 I am a person who is scared of confrontation, VERY scared of it. I think it partly has to do with one of my past relationships and because I'd rather push it under the rug than deal with it....well the section i read about today was about confrontation...What I took from it, & what others should too if your the same way as me is: We have to learn to trust, we have to learn that if we confront the ones we love they will not abandon us & if they do they are not worth OUR time.
I've met a wonderful person who has helped me so much lately with confrontation, he has had so much patience with me and he has literally helped me more than he has any idea! I sometimes think God sent him to me for soo many reasons...day after day he ceases to amaze me & he is so good at talking through things & calming me down. It's weird because now that I met him I can't remember my life before him because he has changed it in such a little amount of time. So whether he knows it or not I appreciate him daily, & if he reads this he knows who he is ;) & thank you.
I've learned that keeping it in is so much worse and unhealthy. I've sat down and thought about it & like we build so much frustration keeping things in and not telling people how we feel about something bothering us & it keeps building...we expect these people to read our minds and know what we are bothered about but NO, they never will UNTIL WE SAY SOMETHING. They can not fix the problem till they know what the problem is. I have to constantly keep that in mind....I have to realize not everyone handles confrontation like my ex & not everyone is going to blow up on me & in the end, IT DOES make everything better.

I feel recently and more and more everyday I am growing up so fast and maturing everyday. I feel for the most part i've became very grounded & for the most part I like the person I am becoming....


So today was very long and exhausting....
Being back in NYC has brought a lot to my mind like.... Why are people raised and brought up so differently?
Who brought the standard that it is ok to be rude to people for no reason? & where do these people learn it from? I am just so curious because people from Texas are known for being nice and friendly, where did people begin to cross that line? & where is that line?

In Chinatown today people were getting in a fight over folding t-shirts? & some guy was being hostile about his shirts over others. Why? Who knows....didn't your mom teach you any manners? ;)

But anyways besides that.....Texas got compliments today from the security guard at DASH, he asked me for us to take him back with us because people in Texas are so nice. Congrats Texans! haha

I had some more I wanted to say about the book but I can't remember at the moment & I am getting sleepy but tomorrow I will blog more about some of the important things I wanted to share with everyone about how we are....

Im off to bed now though I am soooo tired but I will post tomorrow my loved ones! & have pictures from the Gossip Girl Tour and Serendipity Restaurant!
Goodnight Ya'll :)
Photos from today :)
(Grand Central Station- Where Serena was on the first episode of GG ever!)
XOXO 
Jenna Lyne

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